Rant The turning point in my life, and why it may not be worth it

[Tedposter]

Where did I say that if he changes his shirt he would look 10/10 and get mad puss? I'm saying it would probably bump him to 3/10 from 2/10.

You didnt said this

 

[AshenMan]

You didnt said this

Yeah, I didn't say it words for words but that's the same thing I'm trying to say.

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

This thread has gotten so popular that I don't even get notifications for it anymore

 

[Malice]

You are a woman, you should't even be able to speak

At least I'm not Brazilian lmao

 

[Tedposter]

At least I'm not Brazilian lmao

True, you are just a cum dumpster of dogs, lmao.

 

[Malice]

True, you are just a cum dumpster of dogs, lmao.

So is the dumpster filled with cum and the dogs are swimming it it or are the dogs made of spunk and wiggling around in the dumpster?

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

How tall you are?

brootal

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Can't y'all just fuckin do what you enjoy ?
I can't stand how everyone is applying those acronims. Just stop it. it's gonna feel way better to just do a thing / find a new hobby without all that acronim internet BS

If life was that easy struggle would not exist , in this case i am trying to prevent an outcome that is destined for me. If i were to do what I enjoy I would probably end up blowing my brains out sooner or later or at very least be very mentally unwell. In a sense we use these ideas of cautionary tales for paths to not take or that paths that were predestined upon us. I do think some of us "lucky" enough can break our genetic boundaries via surgery , self improving , skincare , ETC. But ultimately , sometimes one is just stuck permanently to their genetics, fate , luck or really any other factor preventing us from doing what we want.

 

[Malice]

If life was that easy struggle would not exist , in this case i am trying to prevent an outcome that is destined for me. If i were to do what I enjoy I would probably end up blowing my brains out sooner or later or at very least be very mentally unwell. In a sense we use these ideas of cautionary tales for paths to not take or that paths that were predestined upon us. I do think some of us "lucky" enough can break our genetic boundaries via surgery , self improving , skincare , ETC. But ultimately , sometimes one is just stuck permanently to their genetics, fate , luck or really any other factor preventing us from doing what we want.

Have you ever considered that maybe you're in a place where you're alone and you're stuck in your own head so deeply that you are unable to allow yourself to even consider simply enjoying life? This whole paragraph is you putting barriers up for yourself. I've been there, and am still there, and its only going to get worse if you don't just let yourself be happy. You're letting your mind eat itself.

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Have you ever considered that maybe you're in a place where you're alone and you're stuck in your own head so deeply that you are unable to allow yourself to even consider simply enjoying life? This whole paragraph is you putting barriers up for yourself. I've been there, and am still there, and its only going to get worse if you don't just let yourself be happy. You're letting your mind eat itself.

To enjoy something I enjoy would only bring me ruin socially and by extension ruin the future , and to continue my lifestyle would only bring that faster. I must fundamentally change who I am as a person else the consequences of my inaction would be pretty much be the death of me. The argument I put forth Is that should i suffer in the present and destroy my current persona for someone who is more socially adept ?, or I could stagnate and live how I am and sacrifice my future for the happiness of the present me? Its the idea of suffering in the present for a better future vs enjoying the present and ignoring the future. Naturally I do think it is better to sacrifice who I am right now for a better future and thus why I can't "simply enjoy life" because to enjoy life for me is to cut off future outcomes in which I am happier.

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

We're not that likable, I feel you on the regret part, personally many things were stolen from me in youth and I will never get those back. All you got is what you can act upon, your never getting those moments back. As to the black pill in its basic principles it has merit and has a point, after all many people are LIVING EXAMPLES of it. In the end all you have is to reflect and to understand your situation. No use in getting lower in the thoughts hierarchy, so do what you can thirty-chan.

I knew this guy who is virtually a clone of me when I was in freshman year HS , He had the same ideas , mannerism , confidence when speaking , and even height. The dude was a near 1 to 1 of me ,ideologically aswell. We were good friends and still are , but there was one major different from me and him. He was significantly more attractive than me. The dude was easily a high 7 in his looks , his skin was clear , he had a sharp jawline all the shit. Despite us having similar starting points his experience in HS was alot more smooth than mine was , He got a girlfriend and job fairly easily. When he talked people were drawn to him when he spoke. But yeah TLDR carbon copy of my personality gets blessed with good genetics and he has a better life.

 

[AshenMan]

If life was that easy struggle would not exist , in this case i am trying to prevent an outcome that is destined for me. If i were to do what I enjoy I would probably end up blowing my brains out sooner or later or at very least be very mentally unwell. In a sense we use these ideas of cautionary tales for paths to not take or that paths that were predestined upon us. I do think some of us "lucky" enough can break our genetic boundaries via surgery , self improving , skincare , ETC. But ultimately , sometimes one is just stuck permanently to their genetics, fate , luck or really any other factor preventing us from doing what we want.

JoJo character speech near the end after almost killing all of the main cast:

 

[Lord_hierophantūs]

I knew this guy who is virtually a clone of me when I was in freshman year HS , He had the same ideas , mannerism , confidence when speaking , and even height. The dude was a near 1 to 1 of me ,ideologically aswell. We were good friends and still are , but there was one major different from me and him. He was significantly more attractive than me. The dude was easily a high 7 in his looks , his skin was clear , he had a sharp jawline all the shit. Despite us having similar starting points his experience in HS was alot more smooth than mine was , He got a girlfriend and job fairly easily. When he talked people were drawn to him when he spoke. But yeah TLDR carbon copy of my personality gets blessed with good genetics and he has a better life.

Shit dude

 

[Khastle]

If life was that easy struggle would not exist , in this case i am trying to prevent an outcome that is destined for me. If i were to do what I enjoy I would probably end up blowing my brains out sooner or later or at very least be very mentally unwell. In a sense we use these ideas of cautionary tales for paths to not take or that paths that were predestined upon us. I do think some of us "lucky" enough can break our genetic boundaries via surgery , self improving , skincare , ETC. But ultimately , sometimes one is just stuck permanently to their genetics, fate , luck or really any other factor preventing us from doing what we want.

Credit to @Number 9 Coal for making this and allowing me to upload it to the channel:

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Credit to @Number 9 Coal for making this and allowing me to upload it to the channel:

 

[Khastle]

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Oh shit how you make this I want one too

 

[AshenMan]

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What the fuck is that autism chart

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

What the fuck is that autism chart

yeah

 

[n0sb0mb]

In a sense I think we as humans cannot be fulfilled or happy in life without spreading our genes which is ultimately our goal in life.

I am in a similar situation with a different predicament, as in starting a relationship with someone right now isn't really a good idea. But perhaps a change in perspective might be beneficial for you as it has for me.

I think we are inherently built to want to spread genes and the inability to do so causes the body to go into a desperation mode to reproduce.

This is true, genetically, physical reproduction is just instinctual, if you feel that life has lost its purpose because you cant get laid and start a family, then consider a more spiritual approach. Shape deep relationships with those around you, and become a mentor to the people who matter to you. Just as a good father wishes for their kids to grow healthy, fulfilled, and even better than they were, nurture those close to you as if they were your family. With the way the world is, many may never be able to have kids of their own, but our spirits live on in those we have connected with. For me, at least, it gives me hope and purpose.

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Update: shits been going decent , my autistic tendencies are lowering by the week and so far my life isn't really in a sort of intermission phase as it was at this point. For the most part my lifes been flowing pretty fluidly up to this point and things are looking up , my social sphere has broadened and my opportunities are higher . Still no chances of getting bitches , but the other aspects of my life are going smoothly.