Rant TAS life update thread

[ThirdyAughtSix]

If you've been on this forum for the smallest ammount of time you'd know im quite notorious for my spergatry every few months or so. You might've even noticed an absence of threads in the past months. This is because I got a good portion of my life together, of course im too fucking autistic and ugly to find a girlfriend but thats besides the point . Ive gotten myself a pretty stable career and improved how i dressed , grew out my hair and started giving a shit about myself after the past few months. Been working out pretty frequently and have gained some muscle .My writing series is almost completely done and i may release it in some point on the forum .If anything life has been on a small uptick for me. To mask my 'tism I just pretend im a stoner , which works surprisingly well and has gotten me quite abit of friends. To avoid shitting up the forum im just gonna post on this thread about my sperg outs on stupid bullshit going on in my life , it seems like nowadays theres always some shit I can talk about.

always remember: It can't be over , if it never began

 

[Khastle]

Glad you're doing better mate, always good to hear

 

[Bibr]

Good to hear that you're doing better. Once you get the ball rolling it's just matter of removing old habbits from your life and replacing them with the good stuff

 

[MemoryHead 記念頭部]

Glad to see an upward turn for you, even if small

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

fumbled a girl today, my main cope is that the fact she was interested in me in the first place

 

[Khastle]

fumbled a girl today, my main cope is that the fact she was interested in me in the first place

What did you even say?

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

What did you even say?

she actually commented on a shirt i had whilst me and my friend were walking and i completely fucked up the conversation being an autistic fuck

 

[Khastle]

she actually commented on a shirt i had whilst me and my friend were walking and i completely fucked up the conversation being an autistic fuck

Yeah but what you say lmao couldnt been too bad

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Yeah but what you say lmao couldnt been too bad

to be fair we were both autistic and fuck and were shit at conversing so the conversation didn't go farther then "whats your favorite song in the album"

 

[Khastle]

to be fair we were both autistic and fuck and were shit at conversing so the conversation didn't go farther then "whats your favorite song in the album"

Didn't push it further or try and get her number and stuff?

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Didn't push it further or try and get her number and stuff?

my nigga the conversation was like a few seconds long and we both spent most the time looking at eachother , im not asking for someones number i just talked to for a few seconds

 

[Khastle]

my nigga the conversation was like a few seconds long and we both spent most the time looking at eachother , im not asking for someones number i just talked to for a few seconds

Why you upset about it then man, I thought you were was out here trying to make some moves

 

[Bibr]

NGL, there's nothing to be upset about. Such "walk up to a stranger and talk" encouters are always awkward af. Especially when you're already going with someone.

Was she hot ?

 

[V]

fumbled a girl today, my main cope is that the fact she was interested in me in the first place

Well if you say you could barely have a conversation with eachother it would've never worked in the first place

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Why you upset about it then man, I thought you were was out here trying to make some moves

honestly im not upset I just kinda wanted to record that experience , it actually took me a few minutes afterward to realize she might've been interested in me

NGL, there's nothing to be upset about. Such "walk up to a stranger and talk" encouters are always awkward af. Especially when you're already going with someone.

Was she hot ?

gonna be honest here and say not really , not that im complaining for one. She had a really inflamed face from acne and she pretty much looked like the chud meme but as a female, of course not that im complaining but just to reiterate the point. Both of us were pretty awkward to be honest and it seemed like she didn't really know where to take the conversation

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Well if you say you could barely have a conversation with eachother it would've never worked in the first place

honestly probably , but most of it was out of awkwardness

 

[Khastle]

honestly probably , but most of it was out of awkwardness

You'll get her next time lad

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

You'll get her next time lad

I can only hope

 

[MemoryHead 記念頭部]

my nigga the conversation was like a few seconds long and we both spent most the time looking at eachother , im not asking for someones number i just talked to for a few seconds

fair enough, but....how do you know she liked you?

keep in mind, im also a retarded incel so this isnt an attack, i fumbled recently too

just for the future, if they like you, they will make it known. if they like you, you cant really fumble them through conversation (unless you say something rapey or serial killer-y)

if the girl is actively interested in you, she wont care about what you say. theyll laugh at jokes that arent funny, theyll go out of their way to talk to you, theyll continue talking to you regardless, they will kenive and manipulate themselves into your life, getting you alone, make excuses to talk/be around you

back in my young days, a girl liked me. she would make a speciic effort to make sure we would meet up alone. i would say "hey, we're having a party and probably doing a [group] dinner after" and she would basically say "eh, let me know when you're done, we'll go somewhere instead". or we'd be carpooling and she would volunteer to cram herself into a backseat with me when there was no room. she made time for me, cancelled things for me, ditched people for me, made effort and time to spend time with me. it didnt matter what i wanted to do or where we were (i was poor and unemployed at the time) she just wanted to eat and go on walks with me

keep in mind, on one of our first dates, i smoked too much weed and literally ate so much i threw up, almost in her car. she didnt refuse to see me again...in fact, she got me water and napkins to clean up, went on more dates with me, and eventually made physical moves on me and we ended up engaged

my point is, if she really likes you, you can be poor or almost throw up on her, she wont care

if she's ghosts you after one awkward convo, then you were, at best, a "maybe". if she really likes you, it wont be an uphill battle. basically, if she actually likes you, you will barely have to try. that isnt to say she COULDNT like you in time with you putting in effort, but there is a big difference between "i want this guy" and "eh, im not so sure on this guy, ill give him a chance and let's see what happens"

it sucks, but we all go through it. i went through it recently myself. my best friend went through the inverse where a woman basically instantly fell in love with him. trust me, when they like you, they make it obvious

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

if she's ghosts you after one awkward convo, then you were, at best, a "maybe".

honestly the best ive gotten in my life was that , so definitely something

just for the future, if they like you, they will make it known. if they like you, you cant really fumble them through conversation (unless you say something rapey or serial killer-y)

like i said she seemed pretty awkward aswell, it went something like this:

2 :Oh wow I love (band on my shirt)
1: Oh yeah (band album on my shirt) is one of my favorite albums
2: i like (album song) its my favorite)
1: my favorite song is (other album song)
awkward silence for a few seconds
1:yeah
then both of us go opposite ways

I end up having my friend point out that she passed us by on the trail we were on for a second time, but I literally couldn't see with my shitty vision i couldn't identify her. Friend tells me that she and what presumably is her friend are laughing most likely at me.

I end up seeing her again but i instantly recognize her and go the opposite direction to avoid embarrassment

she recognizes i do this and i never see her again on the trail , thank god

of course i didn't really fumble i just said that to get some pity points for my spergatry and make the situation seem worse than it really is, however the conversation could've definitely gone somewhere if it weren't for my spergatry

if the girl is actively interested in you, she wont care about what you say. theyll laugh at jokes that arent funny, theyll go out of their way to talk to you, theyll continue talking to you regardless, they will kenive and manipulate themselves into your life, getting you alone, make excuses to talk/be around you

if she was interested in me I don't think i'd be the main option anyway, probably like a side option in case the first one fails which im guessing happened. she most likely didn't continue the conversation since she had better options