Vent coping with your subhumanity with concert going

[ThirdyAughtSix]

I initially planned on making this thread on the TAS update thread but i thought it was too large of a topic to put on it , so i ended up just making a new thread to document my experiences in people trying to ascend. Personally i think it can be a good way to cope with your current life circumstances if you are neurotypical however otherwise I think it can cause detriment to your mental health as it did myself. If you are autistic or something adjacent to that i would recommend alcohol or something that makes your lower inhibition . If you have high inhibition and are also ugly as fuck it only makes you feel more subhuman the more you stay. I remember on one concert i was talking to one girl who complimented my eyes , unfortunately a tall dude randomly walked by and her face lit up and for a split second i recognized she had a face of disgust when she saw me. I remember it completely demotivated me to do anything and not only that , my IBS majorly fucked with my enjoyment of the show and i felt constant pain throughout the show. I ended up leaving early that concert gaining almost nothing other than the want to kill myself. If i were high at that concert i most likely would've brushed that off and stayed with my friends. Another concert I went to was with 2 friends who i tagged on with just because , one guy brought some girl with him which is now his girlfriend. They connected immediately and whats worse is they were younger than me, making me feel even more like shit. Both were sober but they were NT so they naturally had the low inhibition to do shit. So I do think drugs are a mandatory for concert going if you are autistic or adjacent. Otherwise most of them suck fucking ass even you aren't going for pussy. However if you are just ugly , you could probably just jestermaxx your way into talking to girls / people. Don't expect to get anything other than friends though , if you're lucky you could get some connections with friends otherwise your fucked. If you can stay delusional for long enough it might not hurt as much as it would if you were high inhibition .

just remember it can't be over if it never began

 

[Khastle]

Feels bad man, we all gonna make it tho