Misc You ever gaslight yourself into believing something

[ThirdyAughtSix]

I remember back in highschool I used to hang out with this edgy autistic kid , that I would essentially tard guard in school. We were pretty well known and it was rare to not see us together. Later on he became a liability and i slowly started fucking off from him. Through this process I had nightmares of him doing horrible shit . Later on i'd bring it up in conversation and realize how fucking retarded and out of the picture they were. He naturally would deny the shit , which makes sense , they were dreams after all. But they were real , lucid , and i oftentimes confused them with real life events. This would happen with my main friend group in highschool but to a lesser degree. I don't really remember an example of one , but it would be him suggesting some shit , and then it would go south some way. Nevertheless soon my social standing in high school was actually pretty good and i gradually became less and less of an autist , shits weird.

 

[Khastle]

Last year my paranoia was really bad and I convinced myself a forum admin was a fed lmao which kinda turned me away from him and ruined whatever friendship we had. You know who I'm talking about.

 

[ThirdyAughtSix]

Last year my paranoia was really bad and convinced myself a forum admin was a fed lmao which kinda turned me away from him and ruined whatever friendship we had. You know who I'm talking about.

hes not a fed just a lil retarded