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Meme Timmy's Projected Identity

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Every human being after maturing, understands a point about thinking on who you want to be before even becoming it. There is an array of special people that know about this: musicians, artists, politicians, rich psychos and etc.
You get some guy like, Tupac Shakur or Kurt Kobain. Before becoming widely known, they used to anotate things such as favorite music/bands, their feelings about life and descriptions of a type of literally me cringe ass character.
It is arguable that the very reason both artists became popular, was from following the archetype/persona he wanted to be from the get go, that "literally me".

I find this kind of thought very interesting. We as humans attribute meaning to things, and from doing such, they exist.
Things need, or rather must be almost willed into existence, into something creative, useful, emotional. A very particular type of a identity to up to a purpose. Abstract things are: people, ideology, politics, affiliations, genre. These are all a consolidation of feelings, needs, desires... they are compressed to becoming "a thing".


Which all of these in turn make be remember of an old pall of mine, Timmy...
timmy my friend


You see, there were whole paragraphs, entire stories of alternative worlds, that he deleted.
When it weren't for his fiction, it were his walls of textual irony out of which were all a big masturbation of ideas, thoughts, feelings, and every form of inner emotion, compressed and then released in an explosive rage on his cum stained gaming 27" curved monitor screen.

He finishes typing another history, the grim on his face doesn't lie "this is a golden one" he thinks, it even reads like an immediate classic: "The Coomer Who Saved the World".
A history about an obsessed data hoarder, who'm after getting kicked out of his job, becomes the only hope to retrieve the knowledge of a civilization without internet access, by having more than 20tb full to the brim with porn, and random media about the world before.

And who could forget the classic: "Adenochrome Partisans". A history of a detective who manages to sneak inside a creepy island full with weirdos.

NEETing around a weekend, sitting on his ass all day, finally leaved his mancave to get another beer 6pack and crossing the street he sees a couple, a man and a woman both in their early 20s, with a youthful look and desire in both for each other. They are very much in love, cuddling at every opportunity. After seeing this scene, he falls on his knees, and begins to shake uncontrollably. He goes home and waster another day sleeping and sobbing...
Oh YES!!! I remember, I mean how could I forget his browsing history last night? "motivacional vids,m", "thughunting bestmemes", "cute girl staring comp", "free gore" it was absolutely nuts...

And I wanna say his favorite forum was Agora RoAD.


On a side note has anyone fully read "The World as Will and Representation" by Shoppy? I've only skimmed and read resumes of it.
 

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So as I was saying... from where I was saying this guy he was very sick. Until one day he became embroiled with a woman, a woman so lovely and kind, that nurtured in him the best of his passions, or better speaking, any passion and ambition he could have for anything.
Timmy's was a great guy, until one day he caught this "wonderful" woman in bed with another man. Which is ironic because he said one day before the event: "we're gonna have a thanksgiving fuck at the table", too bad he got to be the one fucked raw.
Just because both individuals have half a heart, that doesn't constitute a complete one when they are both together.
SO, my view for this is: cheating sucks, a man is what is what he makes himself, that quote from draper's friend "who cares about women", anything is possible, and whatever, whenever, forever.


And I would LOVE to continue this story in the sense that this guy managed to make something of himself in the future. Without the same talky talk of always: friends, girlfriend, wife, whatever.
The hopeful spite of the story is that he managed to finally breakthrough the tempered glass he made around himself as an individual and finally befriend the most important person of his life: himself.

antithesis, paradox, words words and words.
in some years I don't think I would manage to spot a difference between AI and human texts: and what difference would it make? there is no contact or connection


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